~# time Forgets ! *

13/12/2007 - 30/04/2009

a very very Special feeling .
a very very Sad feeling .
a very very Down feeling .

a place that full of Memories ,
altho is Only ..... for one and almost a half year !
a place dart i can do whatever i want ,
even kaki ayam in de office walk here and dey .
laugh happily , eat happily .

i used to it edi . really used to it edi .
everyone so sayang me .
eventho am de Youngest one , but dey still treat me Nice .
they never boycott me .

de last day of work .
i really really really cant let dem go !

i will Never forget how Sue leave me .
she Hug me with half of her face looking nother side .
den after that straight walk fast fast not to let me look at her
and that she is Crying too .
and, i know she dont wan me to leave cuz ..
she needs me as a listener like how she told me .

we will never be da same anymore even if come out to yumcha or somethingg .

cant even predict i will Cry like now .
edi for 3 hours i cried , and yet i havent stop !
cried infront of de Boss, Datin, friends, manager, Guys ?!
i just cant stop myself .
i dont mean to mengada ada , but ..
i realy cant stop .

i have to pass out my access card out .
for de last time i punch card .
really de last time at Xiao En Centre !
and i still remember clearly my mind when de first time i went for Interview .
Beijing ? Dinner ? Drunk ? Laughter ? Nervous when money gone ?

thanks to all de Presents .
thanks to .......... Nancy , Ms Lew , Tony , Sally , Mr Choo , SUE , Shuk Ling , Chee Ling , Lai Yuen , Jessica , Wendy , Jann , Sujin , Foozai , Agnes , Pei See , Macy , CK , Kuan , Alice , Mrs Choo , Patrick , Eric , Bryan , James , Alycia , Ivan , Tuck , Isaiah , Wilson , Hoi , Jimmy , Ann , Jessy , Joy , Toong , Desmond , Jack , Chan , Daniel , Shane , Cho Cho Mar , Su Su Mon , and all those foreign workers ler .

THANK YOU friends .
i will never forget .
tears drop .

~# Farewell ; Staff at XEC ended on 300409 , Annie Paan *

Thank You Xiao En Centre !

the Chao Du dart time !
should be on last year 2008 !

boss wedding dinner with Hu Jin .
(china Actress) hehee
at Golden Horse Palace ?!
hmmmm . MEMORABLE really .

Frensieee and me at Beijing !

de Night when we gotta go to BEijingggg !! OMG .

Started to Work at 13 Dec 2007 !
Xiao En CEntre , introduce by mum's Friend !

at First work at Clerk girl ?! hahaz
separate those letters , Faxes to the Colleagues .
teached by an Auntieeeeee with a Quick tempered attitude .
Scolded, shouted by her .
i Cried after work . Stress ! aiks
but now i know de Aunty actually quite good one .

a Month later , work as Junior account Assistant !
didnt know i manage to do so seriously ! harhaaaa
i never Expect that .
SUPRISINGLY i did . awwwww .
woooo , Nice to hear huh ACCOUNT ASSISTANT !
ahahz . Funny .

month by month passed happily .
my Senior , Sue . Treat me very nice .
teach me Patiently . i really really feel Glad ..
very nice to talk to .

Last Thursday 240409 .
went to Kam Loong Shuin .
Golden Dragonboat ?
somwhere around KL area to have Dimsum .
for my Farewell gam larrr .

Alycia, Agnes, ME , Ms Lew, Mrs Choo (de Aunti dart Scold, Shout at me da One!)

Chong, Winnie, ME, Sue, Pei See

Talk to Colleagues happily .
Can Eat , CAn have Party , Dinner , Yumcha session , lunch Time ,
or even Embalm together !
NOT TO FORGET, went to BEIJING together toooooooooo !
awwwww . Wonderful ~
ahahaz OMG ! really really have alot of Memories there .
although Only work dey for about 16 months ?!

Manager treat me very Nice .
Care about me . Sometimes joke wit me .
and i remember got one time . i Bullied by de Aunty .
de Manager help me and save me from that ! haihs

but now , i Decided to leave and continue my Studies !
i edi Resigned .
very very hard time for me to Start a new life again for this Moment!
Work is not an Easy thing , but Study also not an Easy thing .
i really Worrrrry .

Anyway , i know i have to be Brave and Strong !
i choosed myself . i know , i Can do it !

Special Thanks to each of my Colleagues that play with me , care of me , talk to me , fetch me to where ever i want , guided me , and many many many more that i couldnt manage to list everything Out , i really thank you . Really really Glad to meet u all .
Thank you for giving me de Chance to go Beijing .
i really get alot of Experience within this One year 4 months plusss !
i will Never forget de day dart i have Spent in Xiao En Centre !


and, Ms Lew . Thanks for giving me this Chance to learn !

~# Ceng Beng 2009 ! *

Remember dis ?
i posted dis Before ?
last Year ? hahaz . awww
so Fasttttttttt a year Gone !

hehee , my FAT fingers .
awwwwww .

horhorr . HiLOE
Ceng Beng !
( i guess , this Day should be on last few Weeks huhs ?! OMG )

back to Nilai Memorial Park (NS) Sdn Bhd
to Sell flowers again .
de 2nd year i Work at dey ,
and , de Last year for me to Work at dey .

haihs .


Camwhoring . can u seeeeee ,
am Dead tired .
Mukaaa pucattt ! phuhs .
have to wake up early early .
work untill 3-4 pm something ! awww .



Heheeee , oPssie .
am too tired untill Colleague snap my Pic i dont even know !
hahahaz , what a Funny , Nice and Tired experience .


Frensieee .

i will Miss u all .
THANK YOU for layan-ing me all de Time .

~# Steamboat for de Weekend ! *

Saturday 18/04/09
went to One U .
bought nothing but Spent rm 100 !
ughhh . wtfff !

am Brokee ! ='C

Outing wit deeee Babes !
Shabu Shabuu will dooo !
hmmm : Not nice ! =.=

siiiii Monkeyy face !

Steamboat AGAIN !
at Ho Ho Restaurant , Sri Petaling ~
Farking full . Not baddd !
buttt , damn Hottt . hahaz

This is What we Call , Steamboat weh .
eat Untill de Sweat titik by titik drop down .
Damn qi kik eh . hahaz

~# Sanctuary , Friday Night Still ALIVE ! *

the Sanctuary nighttt ! - 17/04/09 !

With Cass , Jas , Nic , Ann , Chris , Ryan , Terence , bla bla blaaa ~
ahahaz i Cant Remember their name Seriously .

My very very very First time to de Clubbb !
errrrr . Oh well . hahaz
but , who Cares ?! XD

Babbyyboo and t h e f a t o n e .

The Drunkiiieez- threeeee !

From left : Cassy/ Jassie/ ME !

Nah ! the Take Twoo !
Jassie always Avoid me when i wanna take photo with Him !
soo , this de Result !

End of de Nighttt !
around 3 am plus reached home !
horhorr !

Me enjoy de Nighttttt especially ,
Dancing with de Girl name CHRIS !
horr ho ! seriously RELIEVED !

Cass can be a Good dancer too doinks !
SEXY babee !

~# 想太多 *

你笑著說他是朋友

ni xiao zhe shuo ta shi peng you

You laughingly say that he is a friend

但你眼中太溫柔

dan ni yan zhong tai wen rou

Yet there is too much tenderness in your eyes

我的不安那麼沉重

wo de bu an ne me chen zhong

My uneasiness is that heavy

只有你不懂
zhi you ni bu dong

Only you don’t understand.

*他霸占了你的心中屬於我的角落

ta ba zhan le ni de xin zhong shu yu wo de jiao luo

He has taken over the corner of your heart that belongs to me

所以你說我們不是你和我
suo yi ni shuo wo men bu shi ni he wo

So you say we are not together

是我想太多你總這樣說

shi wo xiang tai duo ni zong zhe yang shuo

It’s just that I am thinking too much, you always said so.

但你確沒有真的心疼我

dan ni que mei you zhen de xin teng wo

But you don’t truly care about me

是我想太多我也這樣說

shi wo xiang tai duo wo ye zhe yang shuo

I am thinking too much, I even say the same.

是唯一能安慰我的理由

zhe shi wei yi neng an wei wo de li you

This is the only reason that can comfort me.

*Repeat chorus

我想我沒有錯怪了什麼
wo xiang wo mei you cuo guan le shen me

I think I haven’t mistaken anything

雖然你不說都是錯在我

sui ran ni bu shuo huo xu cuo zai wo

Although you don’t say, perhaps the fault is mine

太晚我才懂愛了你太多

tai wan wo cai dong ai le ni tai duo

I realized too late that I love you too deeply

是我想太多你總這樣說

shi wo xiang tai duo ni zong zhe yang shuo

It’s just that I am thinking too much, you always said so.

但你確沒有真的心疼我

dan ni que mei you zhen de xin teng wo

But you don’t truly care about me

是我想太多我也這樣說

shi wo xiang tai duo wo ye zhe yang shuo

I am thinking too much, I even say the same.

是唯一能安慰我的理由

zhe shi wei yi neng an wei wo de li you

This is the only reason that can comfort me..

Teardrops on My FACE ! horho

Lyrics

~# Jefff Chancellor is Backk ! wa Hooo *

fattyyy Camwhore !

Early mornink , its shoooo Sunny !
haahaaz .
i gotta Smile, cuz i know i Deserve it !


So , how deep is Your love ?
du daaa daaa, dam .. du daa daaa ~
this song sudd come across my Mindd !
horho !


Heyyy PEOPLES !!
Guess who ?!!
. J E F F . C H A N C E L L O R .

OMfG ! hahaz
do You Remember him ??

its been a Year ..
seriously . i really really Miss Him .
awwwwwww . i meant it !
*tears drop!*
he is BACK to give Everyone of us in Company a Talk ,
again .
Stuff about Embalming ?
dead Corpse ?
hmm . no idea . har-ha !

anyway .
will be Attending his Talk tomorrow !
2 pm to 6 pm .


he will Always be like that ~
phuhs . *rolling eyes*


C L E O of de Month ! April Magg ~
thanks to de Someone . C=

~# Saturday Nightttiee ! *

Hiloooeee !

am Back with a lil-Happpppy-Mood now .
not Moody / not Emo anymore !
nowadays damn Emotional . phuhs .

today went to have a Haircut wit Peng !
its been a long time .
so yea . Now am a Short hair Gurl .
horr-ho ! finallyy . Yea finallyy .
phuhs . take a deeeeep Breath !
but no Joke . Quite satisfy wit my hair Right now .
heheee a New hairstyle , freshen up my Life !

hmm . babyboo not going to Accompany me .
for about 5 days i guess?
( i wonder, can or NOT ?! )
just because the finals is Just around de Corner !
alrighttt ! i guess i really have to be an Understanding gf ba !
phuhs . take a Deeeeeeeep breath again ! =C
somehow . hopefully .

Every beloved hu facing their Exam for de coming weeks ;

`` Gooddy Lucks to Yuuu alright !

so well , its Raining right now .
ask Sistaa to fetch me out to buy Tong Kee Cheese tart .
but tooooo bad !
mum dont Allow ! haihsss sad Caseee !
hope to eat Righttt now .
i mean , D E S P E R A T E L Y ! ugh

Alrighttt , anyway .
its just a mood to Blogggg !
weeeee . nothing much ! heheeee

Chill yooo !

~# C r y *

Stoning in Front of de Monitor .

really really Moody .
havent bath yet .
doesnt really have de mood to Talk, or even smile .

i dont really know what to Blog now .

am Sorry i being Emo again .

very verry verrrrry Unhappy !


no One can Help .

~# C A N A D A *

de Leaves !

the View . the Lighting . the Night time .

` C A N A D A `

a place Where i wish to go for a long long time agoooo .

i dont know why i will choose to go dey ,

but de Kind of special feelings seriously .


when will my Wish Come true ?!

Am really really Down .

Tears flow when am Working .

maybe , really Cant let go .

Haihzzz .


C A N A DA . me wish to Go !



so, do i have da Chance ?

~# a Random post about Safety ?! hahaz *

when i am Sleeping half way , i heard .
house phone Rang - Ranggg .
dad Answered de Call .

after de Call from Sis ,
dad told us (mum & me) accident de Corner road in front of my House !
a School Busss , with Humans inside .

my Heart started to feel damn Worry .
HUMANS you know .
They FOR SURE need their Parents to be with Them ,
They Cried . They feel Pain . They feel Scare .
THEY ARE SUFFERING ! =C

Those Ambulance damn fark! i think about half an Hour later
Only they Reach to Helpppp! OMG .
damn Slow , really Damn slowww !

Haihss . What can i do Now ?
Keep listening to those "siren" from those Ambulance Car ,
and Praying hard for those Peoples ner ba . =C

DRIVE SAFELY guyss! pleaseeeee .
pleasse i beg you all !
DRIVE SAFELYYYY .
slow Nevermind , as long as ......
SAFE jao dak jorrr ! OKAYYY ?!

Okay lar . Thats all a post about SAFETY when Driving !
ahahaz Chill baby Chill ~

~# i Gotta Smile to Face ittt . *

' when you Talk, you only say Something that you edi know;
when you listen, you learn what someone else knows '


hiloeeeee !

Gathering with de Bestiess! C=

am Really Happy, but too bad.

Wen not dey! =C

Venue : Neway, Cheras Plaza


( XinRoong, Vivian, Yuen Yi, Swee Yee, Si Wei, ME, Xin Er )

Phuhs . i mean Seriously .

Luckilieee dis pic everyone looks de Same Height?!!

hahaZ


in de K-room .

awwwwww . CANDID! XD


de Birthday Gurrls !

X.Roong, YuenYi, X.Er !

HAPPY belated Birthday BESTIES!

t-hehee


Swee Yee holding de Birthday Cake ! hahaz C=

when blowing de Candles dart time Damn funny arrrr!
dey Bought some kind of Special candle?
is like.. sparkling around?
( i dont even know how to Describe~)
aahahz, CANT BLOW OFF one norrr!!
3 of dem keep blow blow blow off de Candless! hahaz

ishhhh =.=
untill de Candles finish de whole thingy!
quite Geli seriouslyy!
cuz all de Saliva .... around de CAKE?!
eieieiee! haahz =P

but soomehow, FUN weh . =P
( if wana kenakan ur fren! hahaz )



nothing Much, but..

i Hope YOU could Remember this ! C=



M E E E E de UPDATED!!

ahahaz Camwhoring while waiting!


its shoo Sunnyyyyy ; Fridayy!

me Never work cuz just Recover from Sick on Thursday .
heheeeee .

went to Flamingo, Agro Bank .
Thanks babyyboo . i Really appreciate it alottt!
i Reallyy reallyy Can feel it .

Andd ,
heheeeee. Youu SEEEEEE~

taaaaaa-da !

Dim Sum-s ?!!
want Someee?! hahaz

Cute isit ?!
Dont you Think it is CUTE ?!

just For funnn!

is like, barang Perhiasan for de Shoppp!
hahaaaz !


Time Flieeees !
a Bad, or a Good thingy ?!